|The worst excuse for a human being...
||[Jan. 31st, 2011|12:37 am]
this side of the musicians Mississippi, if not the country...better yet, maybe the world
That would be me apparently. Current descriptions of myself and my character: Egomaniacal; egotistical; bag-stabbing; insufferably arrogant; inconsiderate; insulting; prick. I am also the devious mastermind in charge of taking advantage of the less fortunate by the removal of said persons because they don't fit my agenda.
My favorite part is how I'm continuously attacked about my excessive ego by a man who only cares and concerns for himself. The world revolves around this man, yet I'm the egomaniac. The whole world takes it upon itself to notice and is against this man, yet I'm egotistical. Nobody from a certain band that I was previously a member of has any hope of replacing/filling in for this person nor deserves the right to even play with the band that I am currently in, yet I am insulting and insufferably arrogant. He can decide who plays or doesn't plays the gigs that I have booked based on whether or not he is available, yet I'm an inconsiderate prick.
I don't need this kind of drama and I certainly don't need to associate with someone who thinks so lowly of me. I'm most certainly not going to respond to remarks made on the internet intended to ignite controversial responses. I just turned 30 last week, why would I be so childish as to fight with someone over the internet about something that happened over a month and a half ago? I'm also not going to throw his brother under the bus just to make pot shots at him...like he'll do for me. Last time I checked, if you're going to attack someone, do it directly. Don't use and take advantage of your brother's webspace, especially a happy/triumphant post, to attack me. It's insulting to you brother and it makes you look pathetic.
Honestly, if I was as a despicable person as this man believes me to be I would not still be playing in a band with his brother and considering the blood is thicker than molasses rule in that family...I'm just throwing that out there...
I'm the happiest and most easy going that have been in many years and even during my "angry" period I was never as bad as he believes me to be. This is the same person who I helped out during some of his rough times a few years ago for no other reason than because I cared. This is the same person who invited me as a guest to a couple of important ceremonies in his life because we were "friends". Last time I checked, friends did not so maliciously and viciously attack one another. And those who deem themselves intellectual adults, as well as past the age of 30, did not do so on the internet.
So this is me, ending a chapter of my life and beginning a new one, sans someone who thinks so low of me as to believe that I would treat a friend so badly on purpose, with motive, because I have an agenda...last time I checked, it was the quiet ones you had to worry about and I am anything but quiet.